wel i no its been a couple of weeks since i last wrote but nothin has changed much recently. still wantin a new job, still promisin to go to the gym, still single nd still hopelessly in love wiv a girl i cant hav lol.

my tattoo is completely finished now, it looks sic! its all black nd it hurt like a mutha fucker wen i was gettin it coloured in! especially on the parts that covered my ribs cos there isnt muchy meat there to cushion the needle lol! my mate ash has lent me some tat disks wiv friggin loooads of tat desogns on so i can start workin on my next one. ive got a design picked out and although i rally do want it, its very extreme, im gona make sure there's absolutely no other designs i want before i commit to it lol! its a massive one that covers my whole back, its all 9 of the slipknot members in different poses wiv a the big 'slipknot' logo writin across the top from shoulder to shoulder, and i think it wud look fuckin mint, but we'll see. im already booked in on the 29th so id better get deciding soon!!!! ash is booked in on the same day, shes gettin a big one down her ribs wiv flowers and birds on it, i think itll look amazin. she has to get top half nudey wen she gets it done nd she sed we cnt be there, but i might hav to insist that i stay, shes got an amazin body lol!!!

im not in bad shape at the mo but i started of well at the gym and it kinda just fizzled out. but startin tomoz i am bak at it and im gona be workin hard! ive got an image of the fitness level i wanna be at and wot i wanna look like by july nd i swear im gona reach it this time!!!!!!

thats about it for now really. i bought a wii nd some mint games the other week nd ash lent me a load of games so theyve bin keepin me occupied. had a couple of mint nights out nd went for a gudden last nite wiv ma mates from work last nite, i really do need to stop feelin sorry for myself wen ive had a few pints tho lol, but apart from that it was a gud laugh, nd i barely had a hangover today. neway ill start writting more often, but im callin it a nite for now, laters!!! x x x